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sometimes i want to
write what i feel. i want to take what i see and do the undone and fix the
unfixed and light the snuffed candle all over again. but then i look and i say,
do i even see? do i even know anything?
and so i take my pen and
my paper and my too-many thoughts and i sit and i wonder just what might happen
if i knew something, anything at all.
i watch the people, feet
on pavement and pavement on feet. and i realize what i know.
i know three things, because sarah kay says good things come in threes,
and she's right, after all.
:: i know that light kills the dark ::
and when you're walking
in the dark and there's nothing but a match in your pocket, it's a good thing
to know. and when you're walking in the Night and there's nothing but a verse
in your mind reminding to be still and know that I AM...it's a good
thing to know.
:: i know that art is the voice even when it never speaks ::
i know that sometimes
the silence of a paintbrush screams SEE ME and the whisper of just one wavering
note in the empty concert halls cries I CAN DO THIS AFTER ALL and the raised
arm on a stage is the salute to all things undone and all things done over and
over and done well.
:: i know that mystery is just that, and it's okay to not know ::
i know that knowing is
part of the battle, and when you don't know what you know that it can crush and
scare and be unsure. but it's okay to have a mystery that you don't understand.
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and it's okay to let Him
be the mystery of Love and Flesh and Man and God all
in one small infant bundle, growing up up up to be Death and Life and Salvation and Water and Broken
Bread with Wounds that Heal.
that is what i know. no
more shaking ground for i stand on What, on Who i know. because i write what i
feel and i feel what i know. and i know Him and little else. but that's power,
okay? that Light is more than enough. that Water is more than enough.
because i know these
things. Him and Him only. everlasting, time over time, from age to age.
Alpha and Omega, You
answer. because You know
more than three
things.
{this is a slightly edited re-post from this post from December 2011
linking this renewal with emily today}